I Really Don't Know

Lol i bought a diary. Its hardcover, silvery on the front and has the chinese word of happiness smacked right in the centre of the cover. Its quite cool. Just bought it off the shelves of Popular.
So now I will probably not post anymore, unless Im so desperate for attention until anything else wont suffice. Lol.

First week of school of course has been slack. Got to know the new teachers, curriculum blah blah blah. Everyone else was quite busy, mostly with the sec 1 stuff, orientation camp, JRIC and I was, as usual, stoning. We retained some teachers, for better or worse. CEC selection was of course as usual, marred by sabotage. Congratulations to our new CEC, especially Chiap. Now your CVs going to jump eh. Lol. I didnt get any appointments, either because Im not good enough or I didnt have any saboteurs. I would think, and hope, its the latter. LOl.. Then there was this thing which Tan Weng Seng said which really caught my attention. "From this experience, I realise I am able to partition my feelings from when making decisions... because I think emotions can cloud your judegment." Of course its not word for word, but the idea is there. Really cool. I think I might start to like him.

So 11 days into the new year. So far so good. Chinese New Years round the corner, though Im not uber excited about it. Relative relations are still ok, not extremely good. Angbao money hovers around 150-200, but I dont really care. Whether I get $100 or $1000, I just dump everything in the bank. Seriously. We are not super rich so I dont get above $200, but doesnt matter.

And I got a new godmother. Loll I wasnt expecting to get one, just a stand-in one. Having said that, I am more than happy to have a godmother godmother. Its just that I wasnt expecting it. So its, taaaa-daaaa, Jamie Lewis! Lol my godmother is 7 years older than me. Its so weird. But her wisdom owns mine, and I can definitely learn a lot from her. Im looking forward to it.

Somehow, I have this feeling that Ive been projecting this very laid-back, nonchalant, heck care look. Cause after the oral diagnostic, Serene Seow said a whole lot of stuff, like "cant be bothered with anything... bored with life", then today while I was walking in, my music teacher ask me "Why you always look so weak and tired?" No, actually its not a feeling, Im almost sure of it. Lol I better change. Change change change.

So for most probably the last time, bye. 9 posts and its a goner. Pshh.